ABOUT

My spirit spoke to me in stories. It questioned me deeply, my ideas of spirituality, my pathways to light, my understanding of what my soul was, in ways that were to effect me profoundly.  

I was being directed inwards and sent clues that were like pieces of cinema clips I had to piece together to look at the story of my life. This is how my spirit taught me to use my eyes. 

That was my pathway into ascension. The higher self was being raised and the pace quickened. It wasn't long before I was out of my depth because I was used to a steady pace. I was going into deep states of consciousness. Unusual things started to happen, people were coming forwards to connect into my life as a part of my soul path. 

In the midst of this, I knew I was going through a process of renewal and destruction. Dark nights came and the maya mind was overwhelming. There was a kind of balancing out of the two states. When the divine goes into growth there are periods of great shifts into light. Karmic agreements can mar the light. Such was the case with me and that's when I knew I was in deep states of karma.

My soul ascension went on for several years. Duality was at play and practically all of my past lives were effected. Many beings of the higher spiritual realms came and there was much spiritual clearing. 

It was a period in my life that I will never forget. I was beginning to awaken in the midst of chaos. The first thing that hit me was just how spiritual I was. It confused the life out of me and I kept going into deep states of doubt.

I knew I had a religious aspect and I knew it played a part in my higher spirit. But to this date, nothing much reached me.

It was this reach that was the awakening light. I couldn't ignore it. At the same time, I had to learn how to live with it, how to absorb it and eventually how to generate from the higher light.

I went through episodic periods of renewal. The heart was recoding. Then out of nowhere came the next avalanche. I was sent an angelic guide to ascend. It didn't make any sense as I was already a high angelic of the heart, but it would be heard. I was clear I couldn't go through another regrading, I the heart couldn't take it. 

The angelic guide said he would take me through it. Ascension is a curious phenomenon and in the end I agreed to achieve the heavenly child's early dream of reaching an ascended kingdom. I got to know the guide and learn a little more about what it was to hold the light of the higher heart. 

I resolved to learn about what service meant to me and how I would use the light for good. It took courage to look at things from this perspective. It meant leaning into the spiritual, it meant realising my limitations, it meant owning my truth and it meant I would have to speak from a higher space of love.

These are the things I learned. How to be humble with light and how to give.